Stupid brain stuff

I have been mulling a bunch of stuff in my brain for the last little while. I am trying to decide what is the right way to approach training. Where should I focus my time and resources seeing that they are limited? How am I going to feel accomplished at the end of the day? What can I do to instill and maintain my confidence level? What things do I need to excise from my life in order to make time for me and my fulfillment of my goals? How do I refocus my efforts on me when I have for so long been focusing on others? What do I really want? What am I willing to do? Who do I need, besides myself, for support? I think I have been overthinky because I have been feeling under the weather since fight practice last sunday. sigh.